i gotta stop this...
i woke up at 9 o'clock, that's very early for me but i had enough sleep so that's cool. next week is the suicidal week, so we're gonna have a spring break. no break for me though...i have so many things to do. i have no idea how to finish everything in time...but i know i will.
and my roommate has left to her farm, so i'll be homealone until late wednesday...that's cool!
and i went to school to do a software testing, i volunteered to do that...it's fun...not interesting b
no introduction is provided, i'm lazy
the movie as a whole is about the conflicts between old and new culture that occurred in Japan in 18th century. the characters are used as representations of cultural contexts.
Captain Nathan is the representation of American culture or new culture. (well, Col. Bagley too but wait wait wait....i'll explain the differences later.)
Simon Graham, a british documentarian is the narrator and the storyteller. there are reasons for using British for this charac
ok!..before i start, let me make clear that i am a budhist and i am not religious.* [this adjective is too broad in this sense though.]
yes, i am going to write about religion(s). 'Buddhism'...
hey.....get ready for soem pain-killer pills!
i'm not being controvesial here...just my perspective that i'm going to reveal.
i have come to a new depth of understanding my own religion. buddhism is diffent from other religions. buddhism does not teach us to believe. buddhism is not a belief. buddhis
with my exhausted smile...
once upon last month i mentioned to my classmates while we were waiting for the prof that it would be nice if i knew HTML. one classmate said that she could teach me if i wanted. (A*)
a week later, another classmate brought a HTML guidebook to me and said i could return it whenever i finished. (B*)
during the class, we discussed about WebCT software and i complained that i wanted the software to provide the save username and password coz if i regularly used it then
dear space...
you are so distractive. i couldn't do my studies. it's getting too much. i shouldn't share my life with you this much. our contact hours that we had so far has taken over half of my time. you have become part of me. you have been collecting fragments of myself. i literally can live without you but i emotionally addicted to you. accessing myself to you as i first intended to learn who you are is now not good for my active academic life. you should be a tool to develop my knowledge
space space space...my addictive cyberspace...
imagine yourself living your life carefreely. you feel happy, fullfilled, secure, steady, alone but not lonely.
and one day, you went outside and BANG! you happened to experience a so-called 'love at first sight'. you massively had a huge crush that seemed to be larger than life to someone that was totally not your type. even so, your heart still screamed out inside 'i wanna be with you!'. your lips were sealed, your cheeks were blushing but you d
dear warm weather, where are you???
it's freezing cold in my room. we got hit by a blizzard storm and it'll last for 24 hours. there is a lovely pile of snow in my room because the window frame is not properly sealed. my room is probably has the same temperature as my fridge. so i locate myself to the living room and manage to get the internet runs on my laptop. i think i'm unwillingly chasing the cold and seems like i am going to catch it very soon. my roommate and i agreed that we'll sleep in
we used to get paid for our writing.
now if we want to write, we have to pay.
as this guy said.
"Technology is a queer thing. It brings you great gifts with one hand, and it stabs you in the back with the other."
-C.P.Snow-
bang! bang! bang! my beloved space...
one of my senior at the univ. in bkk was a happily crazzzzzzzzily fun guy. he loved dancing, he loved drinking, he loved chilling out at night, he loved travelling a lot. as an art director in some famous advertising agency, he'd got quite a big sum. every year he would go travel somewhere out of thailand.
it's nearly ten years ago, that he has travelled to london. he planned to stay in the embassy when he arrived. unfortunately his flight was delayed. so
space..
after 3 weeks sharing the apartment with the puppy, i finally left a long note to my roommate. the note said that first she should buy new toys for her puppy becoz the current one which was a bunch of yarns tied up together left a lot of mess on the floor, [it would be ok if she cleaned those mess but she didn't and it was me who had to clear up all the mess]. second, she should take the barking problem more serious becoz if i was the neighbor, i wouldn't be happy as well. and finally,
hello cyberspace...
despite my sadness for being turned down from mit, here is what i have left...
i see foods as the most accessible thing that helps bridges cultures. we all have to eat and eating takes less effords than other things when you find yourself in the middle of different cultures that you don't belong (yet). foods tell you what kind of local animal ppl eat, what kind of veggies ppl grow, what kind of spice, what kind of taste...
western consume lots of meat (i.e. stakes) becoz m
hello space...
if any of you get any email from me with funny weird wooogoogookgoo name .exe please delete it asap.
so, it seems like my pc got virus, weird thing is that no virus nor worms found in my pc. but many ppl that have been intouched with me via email have got strange mails from me with a virus/worm file attached. i got that myself too and it was sent by my own account. i think i'm going to consult with some experts very soon.
so, one of my prof also has problem with this, so she t
hi...
i'm not sure if i have ever mentioned about one big reason of me going on a trip in last december or not...i guess i might have mentioned that somehow in my own style 'need a break to heal the broken'...anyway, something has triggerred me to be direct here.
my heart was broken, the cold weather and snow were so depressing and i just felt like leaving and didn't wanna be here for any second longer...so off i went on jet planes and cried my night away
the night before my departure, i was
hi space,
i published this journal before, but guess you might wanna read this one too. soon i'll write about 'the last samuri', though i don't like hollywood films but this movie has sth to say more. stay tuned!
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almost three years ago, the coca-cola had launched an interesting advertising campaign. i call that a 'female strikes back'project. they launched a series of couple 30 sec. TV commercials. the story started with a group of of
hi cyberspace...
if you haven't seen lords of the ring, i suggest you to step back and come back to this journal after you have seen the movies.
i went to see lords of the ring: the return of the king on sunday, mannnnnnnnnnn...i cried a lot!...such a big leaker i am...anyway, since the story has ended, i can start reading teh books now. unfortunately i won't have any time for that very soon. i personally prefer to read the books first because usually reading allows me to use my imagination to
hi space
i published this entry on my otehr site, but well..i guess you might wanna read it as well...so 'ctrl_c' then 'ctrl+v' were what i did.
here it is....
when did you realize that you were not the centre of the universe?
i remember one of my significant days in my childhood, i guess i was 5 or 6 years old at that time. i was playing in front of TV, the TV was performing its task as a medium that provided fragment of information as usual. that means, i wasn't really pay attention to wh
hello my beloved space, whoever at the other ends...
i am feeling wasted and very exhausted. i didn't have enough sleep for the whole week. a real night owl like me who usually go to bed at 5 or 6 o'clock and get up around 11 or noon is now being crazy. my new roommate has moved in with a puppy, he's cute and she's a good roommate so far but her pup barks a lot! and he makes a lot of mess....
i am not a hygenic person...a little messy is acceptable but i am clean..not neat but clean... i sleep
bon jour 'cyber'space...
due to the amont of members and the wannabe, i was asked by several people why 'anti-barbies'
here is how the story begins,
for my journal fans, you probably have known that i have been babysiting two boys for over 6 years up till now. as normal as the western-centrict societies have been...boys dont like gals and gals dont like boys "when they are kids", everything about the opposite sex is prohibit. so, whenever the two boys and i watch TV and the barbie dolls comm
bon jour space!
this is my last night in ireland and i determine not to sleep. i have to leave letterkenny at 5 o'clock to catch the plane at belfast city airport at 8.45 am, and so on and so on...all souvinirs for profs and friends will be purchased in london-heathrow airport coz i didn't have much chances and time for shopping. i should have gone to london derry yesterday but i was too lazy so i decided to sleep in instead ;P
my sister has got the bill for the internet connection, it's almos
i've got three pimples under my chin.
i like them a lot,
'cause they are so uplifting.
they hold my head up high.
they push my tears back in.
they are pimples of a loser,
of a game that there is no chance to win.
hello TFs
hahaha..i wrote this story before but dued to the technical difficulty, i've lost it in the middle of nowhere, so!..since i am a little drunk and i've got nth to do...i'm willingly to write (type) it again.
i've been babysitting two boys for quite number of years, we spent time together at least twice a week. we sort of contibnue growing up together, physically and intellectually. i am proud to be part of their development, and being the one who help them evolve to be good quality t
yo! space...
before i take a leap to other windows, lemme tell you my life story.
i was born as a surprise of my family. they'd been waiting for a little gal for over ten years and suddenly there i was!
it's beyond the doubt how bratty i could be. good news is that, according to my own observation, bratish kids always turn out to be sensible adult, and vice versa.
i have one big sister and 4 older brothers. one brother of mine always always always tell me to take a shower and i always always
hi space..
one thing i've found interesting and addictive about travelling is, whenever i step off the plane, the smells in the air of each cities are different. they are seperately unique. the humidity of the air also makes me feel differently toward each cities, it gives different touchs to my skin. also the sunlight...the brightness of the sunlight significantly distinguishs europe from asia, if you've ever noticed.
hmmm..what should eb my next destination? , maybe austria, the country to m
