My Dear Mr.SN left us for good since April, we just got to welcome new staff which we don't know what gonna happen but so far he's okay one even my first impression toward him was not good.

Then my dear boss were giving me a hint like someone gonna leave us, I was worried since she were saying "I'm not gonna approve this, let his new boss does!" But when I know it's not my dear boss who gonna leave I have no worry, even though he's the good one who always fighting with another unit when he found something non-sense in the policies. He's smart, He's young and he's good in both management people and dealing with all situations, he's my supervisor too. No doubt he became the Unit Head. He never been working in same role longer than 3 years, I guess that how he keep himself entertained.

But the thing that make me stunned is to know that another one in my supervisor's team is leaving too, for another bank that her ex-boss who was ex-banker here. I just felt terrible when I know that and suddenly my boss's face pop-up in to my mind that how tired she looked like when she told me she's leaving early coz she had an appointment so she can't lift me home. I just can't stop myself feel sorry for my boss.. She's always working hard and why people keep leaving us. How can they leave such a lovely boss like her!?!

Leave for good, that's what my dear Mr.SN really does, we had lunch with him last week, he looked really good, very happy and enjoy his new role.. Today I even got the document that has his signature on it on behalf of the bank he's working for, his bank got the deal that my kinda boss were pitching on for months... I was just excited to see his signature and what's position he is... and so I was asking my kinda boss if he gonna send reply slip back yet, so he started saying that this is the mandate to tranfer all accounts of that company they have with us to that bank and it's not favourable thing to know after long busy day of him so I just realised that I should keep my mouth shut and walked away.. oh dear!

I gonna get to see my aunt very soon but I'm not quiet sure if I will be happy to leave my boss. But I gotta switch my priority from work to my aunt and my cousin. Obviously I need to take a break. My supervisor has warned me to be relax as everyone noticed I was very stressed, I'm not as cute as I used to be but being kind of snob. I told him I know my problem that I put too much effort and pressure on myself... Just after I realised I almost cross the line, I slow down a lot and I don't have headache for awhile... Chill out everybody!

Don't forget to stop and smell the flowers.

Chill out babyoiy :*) enjoy ur break and get ready to work again real soon

Dear Lyna, I dont think 10 mins will be enough....

Sushi_R.... You freaked me out seriously.. i really do... dont talk about husband, and even worse to mention "KIDS"!!!!! O_O I wont be any close to the stage like that, i plan to concentrate on work till next year end and by that time i'll think again for whats I would do next...

It's just myself since I was born, I believe everything in my life depends on myself,hence, whoelse I can blame if things go wrong.. And yes I need to keep smile, my supervisor bugging me every 5 minutes after we've talked as the Sup! warning his staff and as an older one teaching an innocent baby one how to fight and deal with all **** in this world.

Actually my ideal is my dear boss, she working even harder than me, strange but true the lowest one like me and the highest one like my dear Bossy are the same, cant say no to anything that related with the team.

In my department there are

- 6 Seniors Bankers inclue the Director ( D and VP)

- 3 Junior Bankers, (AVP and ASST.MNGR.)

- 1 to be a Junior Banker if she qualified - also in ASST.MNGR level,

- 2 Juniors (me and the newest one) - Non-Officer Level = lower than Asst.Mngr.

- then Driver and Housekeeper..

Which position should be my goal? My department aint have many positions to go for, all are same Account Manager/Relationship Manager when it comes to functional title, for myself I could be a secy or assistance depends on the situation.. the new one need time to learn and im not good in practice other so she couldn't help much yet. thats why I'm getting insane but she's a cutie, therefore I and everyone forgive her.