My boss is on biz trip for few days ... and I having a hard time as the big big boss (biggest for Thailand branch) has problem with his car and driver so again they get our unit's car and driver.. I don't mind to let them borrow one car but I do need driver due to tight schedule for this week. We can use the rest one no problem but they request to have only our driver, no any other.

And I have no chance or got no right to say no at all... I kinda confuse if she was asking to borrow or just telling us they gonna use our car+driver. I don't think her boss will be that cruel if he know we're going to visit customer in up-country which take 3-4 hours driving, that's why we do need driver. I get along well with her but this time I'm speechless really and it's not the first time, last time they were using our unit's car and driver for months!

My emotion is kinda unstable lately and I think I should keep myself away from everyone. I afraid I will lost myself control at any time.

My boss were right to say we need new staff ASAP to safe Ooy... ( how cute! ) Just to hear that I feel better already. Sneaking into the office during weekend is a lot better than working during week days. It such a peaceful moment. But I kinda nervous since they started doing maintenance stuff with the elevator again.

gossshhhhh I am so tired ( will she ever know how she made me feel. Gimme a break!!

Take a rest Oiy .... I know how do you feel

but what we can do... right ?

Big Big Boss = My dear Boss's boss... and my boss were saying we need new staff asap since former one got promoted and so she tranfered to another unit. Now i'm handling 2 roles. So can you imagine?

And yet secy of the visitor that coming tomorrow kept email me and asked for confirmed name of driver so she can do summery detail for her boss.. Do they really need to know the driver's name and **** when they won't talk to him anyway... and even I can say I will provide car for him, the secy kept asking for confirmation and bigest boss's car&driver still broke! duh~

Btw, I gonna get massage this friday...... to sneak in the office in Sat, I love it since no one gonna mess with me, no phone ringing.. no rush... and so i can chill out later on Sat night... else I will just eat and sleep at home..

seem like Im writing another journal..

I always see how busy my boss is.. and i cannot dont give a **** about that..

I have only *my dear boss*, *my kinda boss* and *my supervisor*

Big Big Boss is everyone's boss but not directly...

and yes I know myself, I was so dramatic with my aunt today just coz she emailed me that someone suggest her to stay at one hotel, uncle said it maybe better to stay there so my aunt asked what I think and will it cause any problem to cancel with the place I already booked for her (which I been there to make sure its sure it's nice and safe enough)... I was pissed off and said many shits to her while I can just stay cool and say something nicer... my aunt might freaked out with my reaction. I really noticed I stressed out and just being too sensitive, unstable and i was crying which is the worst sign.

Surely most in my team noticed, ofcourse my dear boss does.. she understand me and do things herself more than some staff when she's even the boss of everyone, i feel guilty since she was saying she came back to Thailand since last night, she changed flight herself since she knew I might be busy .. wish everyone were like her.. but luckily only one in the team that always got me (and her team) headache so far.