Dear friends, Before I start my story here I wanna appologize the Tfers first. After I celebrated my birthday with the TFers i didn't posted any pics or anything about that... pls forgive me na.. I was in busy with work and school indeed.. and I didn't reply any messages. I felt so bad this time... hope u guys forgive me...Anyway, about the story today, It was about me and the guy at work... He was 7 years old younger than me. well, he was a Thai guy, his look was ok but he was shorter than me or may be we were in the same height.Normally, I never attract the Thai guys so I felt like he was a colleage and my younger brother...  but he tried to shown up what he was thinking about me..from the testimonials and compliments hrrrrrrrrrr... I didn't realize that cuz i thought he just wanted to play around or "Pood Len" or may be he just speak sarcastically  whatever, i never agree with him.Last weekend, he came to my office and asked me about myself... and he said i have the perfect body for him, i said "only psycho guys like my body hehe... He said he was not a psycho guy but he like me indeed. MY THOUGHT >>> "oh hell don't speak more than this just SHUT UP !!!" After that he took his cell phone cam. He asked if i wouldn't mind to let him take my photos... I said no... i looked so bad...hair mess... pale face nothing good...He said he didn't care (but I care âÇéÂ) He claimed that his phone cam had a good quality very sharp and clear, i told him "SHARP & CLEAR" made me scared...Finally, he said that he wanted to go to "Drink and Dance" somewhere... he asked me if i wanna go with him... I told him without thinking that I didn't like to drink nor dance hehehe I think the Tfers, my colleages, my classmates and my close friends know I speak the truth or not... hehe Today, While I was chatting with my coworkers... he stood near me.. I knew he might heard what I said with my coworkers... I told my coworkers that on my weekend I went to see my "gig" (I tried not to look at him) He asked me that i had "gig" already...I said 'yes"I really don't understand myself... u know... sometimes I feel like I want to have a certainly boyfriend but when the chance came I just kicked it away... May be i'm not ready for the relationship ... or scared... I really don't know

So where are the B'day photos? ;op

'Shooting yourself in the foot' seems applicable here BCool.

ThePunisher >> they are still in my camera actually, i was worry about the pics naa... cuz my camera said "Read error" all the time... but I used card reader it was fine.. dunno what happened...

maximmm >> it's not part of Thai culture.. but it's thai behavior.. i'm thai... so.. i did the same way..

If u don't like the offer that is in front u and u know u can get a better deal, i don't see why u have to blame urself for not taking the offer. U deserve the best and do not compromise for the second best when u have plenty of choices out there.

..:: Weed Weew.. keew..khew.. :-)

~*~* told ya ! love is all around..

~*~*~*~* love is in your fingers

~*~*~*~*~*~* love is in your toes

Hope you can operate your CHARMING well .. na ja.. be careful broke someone's heart unintentionally..;-)

maybe u still have hope to have a better one or he is not your type chai mai ah. I have that feeling sometime lol

Take a chance. Neung!

Take a leap of faith... nothing to loose .. just go out and have fun. (english not the Thai version).

get out of the office settings and maybe he is a ctually a nice guy...

He is flirting with you, do you like him? Sounds like you don't know his personality yet.

Bcool, i'm like that too.

What to have a lationship, but when it comes? I tend to let it pass by, b/c I feel that im not ready. Lol..

But guess what? If u let your heart flows, its gonna lead u to somewhere, and that somewhere will make u a whole new person. u'll see that dreams is not always the answer. Maybe he's (who ever it is) not your dream guy, but can u depend on him? even though he's not cute, and not your type of guy, do u think he'll make you (yourself) happy.

u know, if your looking for a dream guy.. it might gonna takes u a long time na. maybe u liked someone in your younger age, and that someone, you choose him to be your dream guy?.. i don't know. ... but believe yourself na. even though i dn't know u, i believe that u'll make a right chose. And u know that you?re a good person.

im just a dumb kid, but i repeat, u should listen to your heart and use your mind to guild the fact for wat?s need to be decide. and hey, not everybody is perfect, so u don't have to find the perfect guy, its really up to, if u want him to change for u, u'll be the one who have to take the lead. ...

?isn't it just nice to have a guy who love and care about u then u love and care about him all the time???.

OKIE~ its too much.. hehe..

Well,good luck na.

cody