I was gone crazy on wednesday and felt like ****, felt like I had enough of this, it was first time ever that I felt like that about my job.. My dear boss gave me 3 days time and she told me to focus on clean up all the excess reports first.

I'm always busy, always tired, always work late and always get in late too (oopz!). But never ever that I will feel like I can't make it anymore, only on that day... One person that always keep me happy and willing to fight to death is of course my dear boss. She never ever say it's not her business to do this and that... She always right there when I need help and sometime something really out of control, I couldn't make it by myself. With the dead-line, I was stressed out plus my kinda boss helped me nothing, he was like whatever I want I gotta make it myself he won't help me anything. When I asked him to approve something related to the excess reports he must ask why I need his approval?!? Oh dear you are the only one credit committee in your unit, you need to get another one but you never done it so everything go to you or either our boss... I totally understand that you're very busy, actually we all are busy!

Seriously he let me down by acted like that. I was like "oh ***! if you ain't help, who gonna help me?" I had to run to people in another team and asked them to help me I was totally lost my mind, gone mad with my kinda boss's re-action toward this! He acted totally against this thing, he kept asking me more than once if I gonna do this.. I said yes yes yes!! He obviously doesn't like me doing this so if I went to him with these reports he never talked to me properly... I can felt that there was something going on but I don't know what's wrong. All I know was I had to clean all the mess by that day. I pissed off at him and sure he knew! He has some hidden agenda which I have and wanted to understand. I dont think he meant to be so mean but he thought something was not right.... but again he shouldn't let me down like that, he didn't tell me the reason and he got me very very upset, even though it was only for a short while but it hit me in a big time, he can be such a pain in the ass but actually he's a nice fella. Something can be stupid but we gotta face it, the rule is the rule whether you agreed with it or not we just gotta follow the policies. I had a bad day but only for one day in the ages so not that bad right? Or actually it's the thing called 'PMS'? lolz 

Office Rules:

1. The boss is always right.

2. When the boss is wrong, refer to rule number 1.