Oh! I dont understand in something why some man think i like him. I know they are think by themself only...But not me..

I never crazy man...Dont think too much  but some time Man[ play boy ]  think like that.

May be some my action can mean many thing  but up to person thinking.

I dont mind and dont care......i will care person care me and sincere with me real...[Good Person]

I dont like find the man  but i believe if  you are right one man...you can be my boy friend.

But now i dont have and dont think to find too. If  my time for boyfriend come to me...That time is good for me.....

I dont like everybody control me....My Dad & Mom take care me grow up Thai / Chainese / falang style.....That why i different another people in some thing.

I will care in some man love me real and love myself not love everything of me. I like man take care my mind dont want to need .......... i can make it from myself...

I believe that everything must to take time for learn and i dont want to meet someone playing Game of my love or my like.....

I know myself all the the time what i doing, what i thinking , what i eattind , what i like....etc.

My life is freedom and i can do anything i like in my like....i know my way....

If you playing game with me.....may be you are mad only.....but i dont mind and dont care..UP to yourself.

My life in this time is ok Be happy.....I love my Dad & Mom [my family] a lot they are like me and good take care me everything.....Be happy i never have secret with my family  and i tell everything in my everyday to them that each day ....whati do, what i think , where i go , when i meet someone or anything.....not secrect with my family.....This is me

And i want to said My Work is My Hobbie too.....Good life for me

One thing I have learnt by my seperation from a Thai - chinese woman(my wife) is exactly what you have wrote in this Journal Ada and it took me a long time to understand it and I'm 51 yrs,so do you think other farang understand your total love for your family or maybe above the guy you love also?

As you say your family bring you up and pay every thing and most ladies want to repay in some small way when they are able to.What still gives me the craps though,you say you happy? You going to stay happy all your life at home? single?

For some reason and I don't mean to offend you,but Thai -Chinese ladies seem to think a little different to Thai and it makes it very hard to understand as a farang.

For mine I understand you perfectly as you are a beautiful looking lady and its very natural for a guy to chase,chat you up,talk crap etc to try get you,thats what us farangs do in our culture.

If it works we court the lady for a period of time,then we marry them.

Ada follow your own ways and no means no,but you are the one that must say no,not him.or them.

Hope one day you find the right guy and be happy!

Interesting.......I think your ideas and concepts about life, family, and work will serve you well.

I agree with many of them, even though I'm a man. Good Luck!

To Ada: Half Thai and half Chinese is a good mix and usually are prettier with their features and a lighter tone skin....I hope that you have a great life and finding the right person, if you really want a man in your life? Otherwise your expections are like everyone else's......and not really easy to meet the perfect person (no such thing). You are very beautiful too ;-)

To CobraKai, sorry to hear about you being dumped by 2 of them, keep the faith and move on...good luck to you too! Eddie

I would like to said that Thai-Chainese person different up to each family.

If for me is modern style of chainese person [but i know some thai-chainese person not good if old style]

But my family tech me many time about many thing of life [ good & not good life].

My family good take care me everything.[ i mean support my mind and support me when i sad in something or anything i want]

But since 15 years old i want to manage my life by myself and dont request anything from my family.

I do and build anything i want in my life by myself.

And i like to good talk & good think & good to do anything in life.

Each person is different but myself believe if human good talk & good think & to do everything good ,...not fake & sincere & good mind & good heart & everything is good...that human have good things in Life. And will have many people like them too.

Ps. when u believe in true love...follow your heart to its fullness proof.