on the 12th of March, 2005--last Saturday...i went to Cha-um, Thailand with my friends at work ... i was a new one..but i was always welcome..really appreciate!!...we all had a great time over there,,but the time is too short for us as we had to head back on the next day to get to work on Monday...poor me!!!

there was also a time of crying...why?... one of my friends,,,she has just lost her boyfriend...he passed away at the end of the last year...she is so sad still but try really hard to be strong.... she said that if she knew about the lost just a bit faster she would start to do smthing nice for him ..as for all these time she was with her.. it was only him who was always a giver... but she did nothing... she hate herself and blame on herself that she is the reason of this tragedy... i had cried while she was telling the story...it makes me think about my exboyfriend that even if, we will never see, talk, laugh and be with each other ever again--at least -- i know that he is stll breathing...he is being happy..but not with me, it isnt the big deal....its better than realize that there is no more him in this crule world...

***** LIFE is too short..it is up to YOU.. to make it SWEET *****

Yes, you are right. Anything can happen to any one of us at any time and we might not be here tomorrow. But about blame???

If we live our lives knowing that we might die tomorrow or not wake up, we have to think about who we should thank, who we should tell about our love, especially parents. Life is not endless. It could end tomorrow or many years from now. But you might not be here tomorrow.

Think about that. If you died tomorrow would you be sad that you didn't say "I love you" to your mom and dad, your lover, your friends? So do it today because there's always a chance we might not wake up tomorrow. Don't leave your life unfulfilled. Tell those you love that you love them TODAY! If you don't wake up tomorrow, at least you'll know that you said those precious words to the ones you love and you can be in peace.

Think about it.