I've been quite busy lately, trying to get my life back into the same routine. I shall start getting busy with work again this coming Monday, and I still cannot force myself to wake up early yet! The official paper came on Thursday, which is in a way too soon for me to get back to sleeping early and waking up early. >_<The good thing is that I really miss working and keeping busy. I hate waking up in the morning and don't have anything waiting for me. I'd rather spend 10 hrs a day, 5 days a week working, than being a lady of leisure, like I've been during the past 4 months. Being unemployed wasn't all that fun, but it wasn't all that bad. As strange as it may sound, I do not regret leaving the old job at all. Looking back, I saw how I got frustrated so easily over very small matters, how I pick a fight with my bf about every tiny thing, how negative I was or had become over the years of stress and dissatisfaction in the job. Now I feel like a totally new person. I am more positive, and so ready to take on the whole world! Along with the mental attitude, I am trying to improve my appearance. I am not trying to be "in the trend", but I want to feel good about myself. In fact, it has helped greatly in developing better attitude as well. Looking good in a way creates sense of achievement, as well as self-esteem. I love myself more and ready to accept more things into my life. In the process of looking better, I realized a few things that I've never known or thought of before. I realized how much time and effort require in order to put on make up and do ur hair. I realized how costly it is for someone to look good! I am not talking about buying super expensive stuff here, but all the cheap stuffs add up in the end anyway! Also, I found that shopping can be fun as well! I've never really been a big fan of shopping because I always thought there's no nice clothes out there for my size anyway, so why bother looking? I've always seen girls who are bigger than me, but they still manage to look good on a daily basis. Why can't I look good too? After a few shopping sprees, I realized that I've never looked hard enough for the clothes and the style of clothes that will suit me. Now that I figure that out, I cannot get enough of shopping!!!Just the past week, I bought some tops, some jeans, some skin care products and cosmetics, and I have endless list of things that I still wanna buy! To a certain degree, I think this is quite disastrous, but hey, I'm a girl! How can u separate girls from shopping? I want a pair of shoes and maybe a few more tops and a few pairs of pants.... Now I wonder if I'll be able to pay off my credit card bills when they arrive! O_O 

haha Another Credit Card begging to be maxed out.lol

Great journal as always. Good luck on Monday, face it with confidence.

Shop till you drop sis. BUT whatever you do, don't max your credit card. Don't fall for their tricks. Blood suckers, that's what they are.

Great you are on the up-beat

Some changes -- and having fun doing it!

keep an eye out on the costs...and not too mant shoes!!!! you will be great Shannon!

( OH and make it up to the poor B/F ... since you abused the guy) )

P'Nicky is darn right

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Teddy -- Thanks! The VP from the US will also be in the office. I'm now freaking out of how confident I can be sitting next to him on the first day!

P'Nicky -- I cannot max out my credit card. The amount of credit is too high that I'll have to spend a lifetime paying it off!

Danno -- Thanks a lot! I always admire ur positivity. Was looking for a pair of shoes today but they don't have my size, so I didn't get to spend. Yay!

Sobeit -- thanks for ur comment

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I had the same problem untill I cut all my credit cards!!!!

Your wishlist will be never ended if you go to Lalaisup area. Cheap and fun ja. :-)