Since this new year come, I denied a friend of mine who trying to sell me the drug for losing weight... (nu skin) I did play hide and seek with her. Actually, I don't think I need those supplement this time, cuz everyday I got a lot comment about loosing my weight...

"Neung, you got thinner, what did you do?" "Neung, how did you lose your weight, did you take anything?" "Neung, I walked after you... your butt is smaller than mine now, what did you do?"

Believe it or not, some of them just wait till they get good answer such as "Oh I'm on diet" or "I go swimming"

Actually, I did nothing... really nothing. I eat everyday, 5 meals a day... and I eat every kind of food... oily, deep fried I never care. Plus I haven't been to the gym for 3 months. but no one believe me. Don't they see... my butt got smaller, my body got smaller, but it doesn't firm.

If I tell 'em how they might shock... I eat but I can't keep the food I eat too long... vomit and s*** after that few hours.

Today I'm wearing loose skirt, just pray no one pull it down... no butt and hips to hang it... Y_Y

I met you last Sunday, you looked very very fine..( or even finest that i ever seen from you , jing jing )

If you've vomiting and ****ting after every meal you might want to see a doctor. That could be some other problem.

Ya...vomiting and ****ting your food out shortly after eating isn't a good thing. I remember you posted about this before, and we recommended that you should see a doctor about that. Really...it could be serious and actually sounds like it already is.

Also, maybe you do want to focus on what you eat a bit more. Bad foods can really screw up your digestive system.

reduce all dinner or cut it....lolol But you already look good you dont need to lose your weight...:-) But I saw you last 3 years though!..ha ha

Suggest you listen to above advice. Go and see a doctor, if only for peace of mind. It is not normal to regularly vomit after eating.

Thks pKus but you haven't seen my without make-up.. lol

Bill and Rob, I think a lot about it... I work in hospital, I can get free healthcare, but if diagnostic is i have mental problem, I might face a bigger problem?

Wanika, not sure I got bigger or smaller haha weigh swing up and down.

and I done nothing to lose weight cuz i lost weight already.

We just care about you, Neung. Don't want anything bad to happen :-)

Thks na p'Bill, so i should go to another hospital, lol... So stressful lately. I did depression checklist... the result said I got depression. Damn it!

so what neung, i've been diagnosed with depression also about 5 years ago. the remedy....don't let any bastard get you depressed

but if you aren't keeping your food down and going to the toilet after meals, thats nothing to do with depression. sounds more like a bowel problem. virus maybe? whatever it is, if you ain't good food in your system, you ain't getting any nourishment. what happens to flowers etc that aren't getting any nourishment to their roots? they don't last too long, do they? off to the hospital for you

my butt are getting big, probably i gain age because my consumption is average as usual.