Current mood: melancholy

Specially dedicated to my good friend, Simon Guy

To my dear friend, Simon

I was calling you today cos I havent heard from you for a while. It was kinda weird as u would normally call me and ask me for some advices how to deal with 'that' stalking crazy girl. It turned out that it was ur mum who picked up ur phone. I firstly thought she was here for a holiday and of course to visit you. Unexpectedly, I was shocked when she said "you were gone" I was speechless and didnt know what to say. Was she serious or only joking me?? I couldnt believe it for sure. It was like I was still talking to you 2 weeks ago before you left to Koh Samui. How could that happen Simon? Why does it have to be you? Why is it not someone else? You were only just 26! And I know there're a lot of things you wanna do. Im sorry for I forgot to call you before u left. Sorry for I havent contacted and checked out about 'red bull' t-shirt bussiness as u asked me to. I am feeling really bad now. If only I knew that you wouldnt be here to talk to me and listen what im saying now, I would have been a better friend for you. I feel like i was seeing you online the other day when u actually died since 19 of November, 2004. I wish I could go and see u at the ceremony. Your mum doesnt know how to contact anyone of ur friends. I dont know ur ex gf but I think shes probably know about that. Well I'll try to tell all ur friends on TF then. Arghhh God I cant stop crying. Im really sad I really am. I cant help and stop thinking of our good times we share, not many but yeah it was always nice. I know u can rely on me most of the time. My dear friend, you've always been a good friend of mine. You will always in my heart forever.

= hes trying to make me laugh =

= us together at TF's bowling =

= another good pic of us =

I would like to dedicate this song to you Simon. Im sure I'll be missing you always and forever.

Hope u rest in peace. I'll see you in heaven one day.

luv ya loads xxx

May

Currently listening:

I'll Be Missing You

By Puff Daddy

Release date: By 08 May, 2001

ps. if some of u have attended TF bowling, u would recognise the guy who was there with me... yeah it was him.

his TF member name was redchilli78.....

that's too bad...

So sad to hear ka P'May, he's in a better place now.

Everything's gonna be ok.

Noochy

My condolences to his family.

RIP, simon.

u take good care of yourself too, May.

I am sorry to hear about that and I am sure he can hear what you are saying in your hurt..

May wish he has a peace ....

and take care yourself na May!!

daisuke

R.I.P

Sorry kaa Really sad someone we know pass away but that is life ka Just wish this will not happend with someone that we care. Be peace ka

I feel sorry for the very sad new of your friend... my deep condolences to his family and you too... Rest his soul in peace~~

Thats' life Filurina...my deep condolences to his family and u too. Don't think too much

Bugger! What a bloody waste! Take care May.

FiLuRina : I am so sorry to hear that ....it's very sad..when your friend died..

you know...when I was studying for Bachelor degree at ABAC...one of my closet friend

died.. ...you know..I just met him and talked to him...and laughed with him before he

died.....I was very sad...during that time...and you know what...he just died...slept

died in bed..when his mom went to call him..and he didnt move and breath !! .

I was shocked !! he was 20 only !!! .... -sigh-

by the way, thanks for what you post in my journal !! ...so...where did you have good time with Zach?? in Singapore ?? or Samui or Norway ??

Dont think too much..... I am here by your side !

I'm so sorry to her that :-((((

I know how you feel.Been there before too.

It sucks. But keep your head up. Sorry!!

very very sad ...i didnt know this dude, but im sorry may!

OMG!! This is such horrible news! Such a young life! I am so sorry to hear this!

it's always hard to loose a good and close friend, especially at such young age.

My condolences to u and his family & friends.

very sad.....RIP.........

.

May...im sorry about ya friend...im sure he is in a better place now...knowin about your regrets

i know he forgives you for that...

cherish the memories u have of when he was alive...not the day he died..

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Simon... R.I.P. (say hi to my brother Robbert while u there)

Humphrey aka *sabaisabai*

sorry to hear about your friend:( i hope you will be ok. alot of people are here to help you if you need anything........take care

Very sad about that wish he rest in peace now.

i'm so sorry about that..

my condolences to all his friends and his family!!

My condolences to all his friends and his family!!

Even though I dont know him, this is a sad incident. Too young for what happened to him.

May he rest in peace.

Sad news, btw how did he die?

sorry to hear... don't know him, but still makes me cry... not even just coz he was young, i knew ppl who died young in high school... but my grandmother's best friend just died, and she was in her 80s. if you think about it 80 years isnt all that long.

the important thing is from what little you've told me about this guy (i do remember you mentioning him from time to time)... he lived. in the short time that he was here he did more than take up the space between being born adn being dead he lived it.

sorry to hear... don't know him, but still makes me cry... not even just coz he was young, i knew ppl who died young in high school... but my grandmother's best friend just died, and she was in her 80s. if you think about it 80 years isnt all that long.

the important thing is from what little you've told me about this guy (i do remember you mentioning him from time to time)... he lived. in the short time that he was here he did more than take up the space between being born adn being dead he lived it.