From my last journal entry. Here we go..

Now We got the result from the hospital about HIV test.. it's **Negative**... Thanks God! But she still gotta check again after 3 months. I spoke to her a bit today.. I wonder now that will she really can make it up? She doesnt feel the same and kind of just need someone to be with plus she still has some feeling for that guy of course. I think its kinda selfish.. But they both are matched to each other.. a woman needed some love and company.. and a guy is ready to give love and care for her. So sweet!! Im so so so appreciated.. Luck of her.. so now lets hope she can make it. She doesnt feel love her husband.. she keep saying about that guy.. I understand that she need time. I hope she wont dump her husband again.. but it wot he has choosen himself.. PPL around him extremely disagreed with him but he is finally with his wife.

And that guy, he back to his ex-gf. Another messy huh? seems these 2 couples they has been switched partners for awhile and then back to be together again.. I hope they wont switch again.. Thats might be too much. I dont want to see anyone hurt.. I even asked this woman wot if that guy back to u again.. She said "I dont think he will back to me" .. that kinda freaked me out and worried that she will dump her husband again one day.

Right now I can just hope that thing will turn out to be good..

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Let me shout!!!!! Its really very crazy hot in BKK rite now and I got no air-con in my bedroom. And I hate to wake up with sweaty hair.. grrrrrrrr Damn Crazy hot BKK! But hehe~ I also cant get along well with cold weather.. so Im glad to be in crazy hot BKK still. Now its just March.. and it will be hotter on April.. damn I need holiday.. Hello Auntie.. take me to feel spring season over there plzzzz .. *hugs & kisses* I miss you.

ps* Again I cant concentrate well while writting this journal entry. help help!!

Eminem : yeah **** it! hehe.. u drunk huh?

Boecky : I hope so... not sure if its end or start again.. hehe yeah im waiting for greeting kiss from u.. July July July ** i like ur new pics.. btw.

Nong babyoiy,

The time will prove the thing:)))

You already do the best jaaa.

Cheers

Pee ying

Well, it seems there is no real ending to the story, but things look to be headed in tghe right direction! Let's hope that everyone lives happily ever after!

Why does life have to be so damn hard huh, mmmm guess it is what you make it, unless your with someone, and its what they choose to make it then!!!! :s

MeLaNie.. guess you gonna come to enjoy crazy hot BKK with me first..

Dave.. its a life, its her life.. wot about my life now?? time to work hard.

P'Yingyai.. I do nothing actually.. thx na ka

Uncle Mike.. yeah I feel so... but yes its her life.. her choice..

Gee.. No plan unless I suddenly get rich.. wahaha

Chris.. wow wow wow.. hehe just glad to see you here. its a life,, if its too easy then its boring..

Liebe.. My life.. maybe yes maybe not.. hehe I think its gonna be messed up life if i believe that it is.

Babyoiy -- I have a contact who can get second-hand aircons pretty cheap, but only in Bkk -- I bought 2 about 4 years ago, for about 11k baht, and they've served me pretty well. Only problem is, no warranty, and no idea when they can be delivered (depends on him, and when he can get them). Message me if you're interested -- but no guarantees. OK?

oh no.. i dont need air-con coz i always get sick after one night sleeping in an air-con room.

sore throat and blocked up nose.. <<<