I've felt bad about myself lately. Some of my best friends know what's really going on. They said everything is all up to me really. I know my decision is already made up long time ago and my feeling is hardly to be changed.

Have you ever wondered why you have a real passionate feeling toward something or someone?

Its unexplainable isnt it?

Whats about all the weird **** goin around me?! Been misunderstood and given loadsa insulting words from ppl who i call friends? That really help me feel better huh?! I feel so left out

Trust me, i might look so happy but deeply inside i feel so blue and even those love songs couldnt heal me.. well maybe just for tonight.

Hopefully all this weird feeling will be gone by the time I wake up.

By the way thx for all testimonials i've received lately. But u know what I ve got 6 unapproved cos I dont wanna delete what ppl posted for me.

So if any of you come back and check out my testi..and found out that urs might be gone, pls dont be mad at me i didnt really wanna delete it. dont worry i print it out already

Awww i need some fresh air. I need to breathe.

~~* All of my dear friends, you DO matter to me. thx for being a part of my life and always being there for me. U know I love you >> p'Ann, Cherry and Alisa

Wait my birthday is coming in 11 days. Im feeling old again *rolling eyes*

Well we all have days/nights like this....hope you feel better about things soon!!!

Tomorrow is a new day.

Sleep on it Filurina - and strong feelings that come and go is a sign you're still young - so don't worry about age (yet :-))...take care, you'll be OK again soon...

Hey May, in he words of Tupaq...Ya got to keep your head up! Man I was just getting ready to write you a really long testimonial...but now mai dai. Anyways, take care. In time this too will pass.

Oh my Cutie May... what going on here?? well well .. Be fresh as u were.. sometime we can feel down.. I say .. dont be like that so long... ok?

and no matter if my testi gone I will leave new one.. make sure u copy it for me and email me so.. LOL well... what about ask ur each friends to mixed all their testi if they posted more than once and post in one instead?

"Have you ever wondered why you have a real passionate feeling toward something or someone?

Its unexplainable isnt it?" hmmm isn?t that called love? well it?s not easy to get but very easy to loose so be cautious about what you have.

awww.. poor smay...

and getting OLD too....

Feeling old.....lol Naaaa

^__^ MaymaY u'll be fine jaaaaaaa! And dont be so down cutie! And don't delete my babe out lol.

My dear, you're 23.. and let me tell you something as someone who was 22 when you were born, you're not old. What you are is feeling a bit of pain and unhappiness, and that soemthing or someone you care for isn't all it should be. Life is about learning how to deal with disapointment, pain and unhappiness and still managing to find your center and the pleasures that are all around you. Life is amazing and there are always windows that open, when a door closes. You're young, beautiful and smart, you'll find that the world is yours to enjoy when you choose to.

Hey May.. Cheerful!

ma cheer up naaaa...

Trust me, everything will be ok

Noochy

love me si! won't let u down!! xxx

We all have to deal with stuff, May. And sometimes friends and advice can't help. It's somethng we have to deal with ourselves. So just do the best you can, and when you need a friend, you have many, including me. Just keep moving on!

As to birthdays, well, you still look 18 and I'm so jealous! My birthday is next month but I'm looking my age now. Can't stop the clock! But there's one thing we can still do. PARTY!!!

Keep your chin up, na!

Awwwww thank for all msg! Now i feel much better cos I know i still have friends around!

ive been talking with one of my old friends today. she gave me really good advice so i'll take that!

I really love u guyz thank you again. thx for being here for me.

"i feel so blue"... Hum, at least it is a nice color !!!

Just give it time, no need to rush anything. If it's meant to be, it'll work out.

Just you be you, do the things you do, the things that make you happy and smile.

you know yourself better than others so dont let all the shits get you. sometimes you may think like what did i do wrong that happened....point is its not always your fault.