First of all i have to say "Happy Mom's day" all of my life i have learnt no love is better than love from my dad n' mom......

While i'm waiting to pay my bill at TRUE shop i log on the net and check my message on TF... BANG i've got one message... little bit hurt but i'm ok right now...

i always belive that i can be happy if i am be alone... but why why why i feel so lonely.... ****... what i missed, i always ask this question. I have my parents I have a nice job, i have very nice colleages, nice classmates, nice friends..... Are those not enough, why i want more, Neung why u r so Greedy!!!

Tomorrow is my friend's wedding day. I have to prepare myself to answer the same questions

Q Have u got any BF yet??

A No

Q Are u too picky??

A No.. I just have no one... ok?

Q Why is that??

A How would i know??? someone said... some person born to be "Single" ...... May be my gene is not good enough to have a couple... lol

Well, sometimes i think i should hang a big plate says.... "unwanted"?? Good idea?

or......... "Mind your own business"

Neung.... Don't be so negative... If you see yourself single all your life, then this is what will happen! If you see yourself happily married with half-dozen of lovely kids, that this is also what will happen to you!

Life is what you make it. See yourself where you want to be, project yourself in the happy situations that you want, and it will happen!

The past is history, but the future is a tantalizing mystery! Who knows what might be around the corner?

I wanna publicly ask you how you get so many votes every week.... but if you want to privately answer I'm waiting to hear from you. Just curious. Life is what we make it. We can choose to be lonely or not .... To be happy or not..... Easier said than done. I recommend that you take a Valium. It works for me when I start feeling the way you describe.

Hey Bcool I know the feeling about being asked when you are going to be married the best thing you can do is to think of an answer when those questions arise, (ask a friend to help you to think)its so much harder for a woman than a guy because of having children.unfortunatly some people are so nosey and want to know everything, when they ask you if you have a boyfriend just say no but I'm working on it and say it with a smile,if you add some humor to your answers that usually takes the heat out of the situation.I use to get annoyed about those questions as well, if you can comeback with an answer you will feel better about things.

ps I hope you understand what I have written.Have a good day

Aw, I wish I could cheer u up Neung...but there are millions who feel like you, and this is one of life's bitter sides. But I tell you...when I walk home at night (after a few beers:)) I walked on a small bridge across Sukhumvit, I saw a woman sleeping there. I also saw two children getting ready for sleep. When we left Mystique last night (at 1.30), I saw a little girl, dirty and a little bit crying. I tried to comfort her and gave her some money, but what can I do?

Whenever I see things like this, I'm deeply ashamed if I think I'm not happy with my life...

Thks for everyone to posted ur comment right here...

it's just my feeling in this moment...i have never speak out loud cuz i know i'm just a small life i the universe, lol.... yeah may be all about karma.... may be my pass life did somebody hurt..

Whatever, yeah Poul was right... alot of ppl are suffering, yes why i think about only myself... so selfish.........

and Khun_lung mike >> yeah, who knows what will happen with us....certainly is uncertainly, uncertainly is certainly.....that's the truth of life.

for Dave40>>> hehe hey when ppl ask me "when will u get married" i always answer the question like this...."everything is prepared, only groom that i'm waiting for" and "He's not born yet" and "Well, i'm a lesbian" with laughing

For condotown >> for ur question " but if you want to privately answer I'm waiting to hear from you. Just curious" i don't know how to answer ur question..... u might asked around who the hell is bCool, what she did to be on Top 5"

Nong _Wasup >> thks so much jaaa.... u cheer me up na

Lonely_beach >> yeah i should be a butterfly, this is my chance hahaha: evil laugh (big butterfly in town)

haha yeah Panyan i can't get all the men in the world, so pity i can't win prince william's heart...

pray for me man.... who's next??

Well, Neung, I think you should ask condotown how he gets all his votes.

As for Prince William, what an a**hole! You're better off without him.

If they ask you that first question at the wedding "do you have a boyfriend yet?" just don't say no. Say "No, do you know anybody you can introduce me to?"

If they say no, ask them "why not? what's the matter, I'm not good enough for your friends? What are they, born to be single? What are they, too picky? While they're waiting for Luk Ked I happen to be available."

Make them feel uncomfortable.

BCOOL

-LOVE- will come only when you least expect for it....

Do ask Yourself...

If its LOVE or SEX that you are aching for..

If its LOVE that you are looking for...

then you have to go out more... go mingle and meet up with ppl ..

spending loads of times on TF aint going to help you to find TRUE LOVE... honestly.

Good LUCK and Take Care of Yourself.. : )

-WB-

I guess it can be very lonely.

As of my 'Da vinci code' addiction, I'd like to quote "You don't fail the Grail, the Grail finds you." Love always approaches by surprise. When you stop looking, stop worrying, it'll just come knock at ur door. I've seen SOOO many cases like that... and I'm sure love'd come knock on ur door one day.

It's just all about positive attitude. KEEP ON SMILING!

When friends tell me " You gotta go out there and look for g/f...." i just quote the lyrics to old country song that goes like this . . .

Looking for Love in so many places

Looking for Love in all the wrong places

Don't go Looking for Love for you find nothing but Crap then. Love just happens when it's meant to happen. Tell your friend not to worry about you..just be Happy for you (as you are for her)

And Keep on Smiling (((-: